The dark thoughts while holding a knife went away for me after i started cooking more. I guess i just had a knife phobia?

Yes, I do! I use it to keep track of both business and personal finances, and I like it a lot. There is a kinda steep learning curve if one is not experienced woth accounting software. my skill with it has grown over the years, and i am impressed with how well it works. this reminds me i should throw some cash to the project

gnucash?