I’ve been told by conservative losers like this that I’m trying to force transness on them, no dumbass I’m trying to live my life and pass as a woman. The last thing I want is for people to see me as a trans woman.

The irony is that these idiots just like the comic, openly advertise themselves as conservative, they’re making it a part of their personality.

Sex and gender aren’t the same thing though. They are different concepts. I mean I am a trans woman, I identify as and largely appear to be a woman, but my biology and how I was born is physically male. This doesn’t make me any less of a woman though.

You should learn about Tor just in case you have to buy your hormones from underground from .onion sites. Also helps in case they start censoring information on it, or trying to track users who look that stuff up.

When I questioned them about the requirement they said they needed to make sure I wouldn’t regret it. Asshole literally laughed when I looked him in the eye! He was lying to me about that reason, the real reason was perfectly clear to me.

They were able to diagnose me with gender dysphoria but they wouldn’t give me treatment officially unless I pretended to be a woman for them, they probably really thought it would be funny for someone who looks just like a man to wear a dress and lipstick with face stubble. Right? So funny? Fuckin chasers. (Yes I’m calling my old doctor and my therapist chasers because they wanted me to dress like a woman without looking like one, they were so pissed when they saw me again post-DIY HRT)

Fuck transmedicalists, those fuckers wanted me to pretend to be a woman because it’s really funny to see a man desperately pretending to be a woman or they wouldn’t let me have HRT legitimately. Thankfully I was able to buy Estrogen and blockers on the black market so who’s laughing now?

Yeah thankfully my dysphoria isn’t anywhere near that bad anymore since the fucker shrank so much on estrogen, I do hope that sometime in the future I won’t have this nub sticking out of me anymore and will have a nice vagina (I’ll even settle for 0 depth, just to stop having a thing sticking out of me).

If only it were that easy, I actually did try it before. But I just gave myself a cut and bled a lot. I am a real pussy when it comes to blood and pain, despite not having one myself (I really wish I did 😔)

That doesn’t make me feel any better about it, a dildo is a toy, it’s not something that should be attached to your body, especially in the spot my vagina would be. It feels very wrong.

My problem is having any pickle (penis) of any size down there. Gives me really bad dysphoria. It’s better than it used to be, but I wish I didn’t have anything sticking out down there ya know. Like cis girls.

I wish I didn’t have a little pickle down below :(

Many get into computers when they are younger and before they realize they are girls, they continue doing it after they come out because they like it and/or it pays well.

Did she dial down the Feminism? If she didn’t I wouldn’t call it compliance since she didn’t actually do that.

You slay girl!

Yeah I don’t talk to that old witch anymore. I have friends who are supportive. Sometimes a little too supportive though, like telling me my voice sounds fine or passes when it clearly doesn’t pass. I’m glad they’re nice but passing or not passing isn’t about me feeling better about myself, it’s about not being clocked by bigots who might be transphobic to me or hurt me.

Oh yeah. I remember lots of stupid excuses. Like that I didn’t want to be trans because it was hard, or saying that I was a boy because I have a dick. Some of them were really stupid excuses. I once said I didn’t want to be a girl because if I was trans I couldn’t do sports. I don’t even like sports and was never good at them, that was pure cope.

My mother uses that excuse though, same excuse she uses to call me my old name, and to say that I’m a man. Horrible old witch. I know it’s an excuse because she doesn’t bother correcting herself, she keeps going and is insistent that I’m actually a man and that it can’t be changed.

I started transitioning 2 years before the pandemic, but it was still nice to be at home and not having to deal with people in person. Lots of people were and still are not very accepting of my transition.

I’m doing better now. That was before I was on HRT that I tried to do away with them myself. I’m feeling better now, less grossed out and uncomfortable because of how much they’ve shrank. I still wish they were completely gone though.

If only breaking the egg were that easy, young me was so stubborn and in denial it took going through fuck ton of pain and crippling gender dysphoria to finally make me understand and stop being stupid.